I'm totally in love of doing insane stuff lately. Ok, "in love" may be too strong a description, but I do enjoy doing things on the spur of the moment, upon my very own decision and without the need or even the want of relying on someone.
I made my own decision to get a hi-fi, and lugged the big item all the way from the fair to the carpark which was a good ten mins away. And I actually enjoyed it.
I made tremendous changes to my hair length and colour twice, spontaneously, without consulting or telling anyone beforehand (other than my hairstylist of cos). And I felt damn good after that.
Perhaps these might seem insignificant to you.
But let's just put it this way.
I used to rely on my other half to suggest to me what tech/electronic item I shd buy and to lug it back home for me.
I used to ask ard for opinions, esp from my other half, whenever I felt like I want a change in my life. (And eventually, the "change" didn't even seem like one cos it seemed so much "safer" to let things remain the way they are.)
And oh, I insanely bought a book that was 2.5 inches thick when it was on sale last week. Did I mention that it's an English book? I can't even recall the last time I held an English novel in my hand, let alone to try to read one?! HA.
My point is, hmmm, what is my point?
I don't like to do prim and proper things. People expect me to. But now, I'm learning to do what I want to do.
I highly suspect that it comes with age, though I hate to admit it.
When you reach a certain age, you become more sure of yourself, and just want to lead a life which you call your own.
Enough of pleasing everyone. Haha. It's time to do what I want.
I'm not really the boring and predictable type of girl (though I'm not that wild either lah). And some people can't handle that. Hence, goodbye to those who expect me to conform to their standards. =P
Like I was telling my friend the other day, I actually take "weird" as a compliment. Somehow it just means that this person is different and unconventional. Aren't all the idiosyncrasies the exact things that make up an individual?
A unique person.
And we should definitely celebrate that. =) XOXO